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Oh, please. There's such a thing as selfish love. Loving someone without knowing who they are or what they are is selfish. It's hollow. It doesn't mean anything but they'll use it to control you. It's used to fill a void inside that nothing ever will.

But there's a difference between loving someone and just not wanting to see them hurt or suffering. It's not necessary to love someone in order to care what happens to them.

You're right. What you're doing is that. I know you don't give a shit about me and you don't pretend to. But her? Different story.

Kaname's just

She's an optimist. Probably too much so to get by in a place like this, sometimes. But it's hard for me to condemn that quality, when it manages to make things feel a little less hopeless around here sometimes.

Well, I hate it. Hope means expecting someone or something to be something else, doesn't it. Either accept me for me or don't fucking bother.

I guess that just depends on how you define 'hope' versus how she does. I don't really know what she thinks about it, so I can't say.

Ugh. Whatever. This was a waste of time. Wait. If people have 'pills' that take away pain there's gotta be something to heal this shit fast right.

You could try the hospital. Though I think human technology is going to be limited as far as instantaneous healing goes.

Like hell I'm going there. I love leeches but I don't need them on my face right now.

[...oh my god]

People don't really...do that anymore.

Then what do they do.

For a burn, you'd probably get an antibiotic to stop an infection and some kind of cream with anesthetic to stop it from hurting as much.

Interesting. So where is the hospital.

[hell if i know, have some directions kid]

And my name's Kakyoin, by the way. That wasn't really an ideal first meeting, so I might as well say that much.

Oh yeah! I appreciated the part where you told me to go get myself blown up. That was great! Believe it or not, this shit isn't all that unusual where I'm from.

I never said I was infallible. Or even good at this job, for that matter.

I wish I could say things this crazy are unheard of where I'm from, but I think we came kind of close on occasion.

I meant it. I mean, sure, I wanted to run you through a few times for it - but at least you're not pussyfooting around the issue. The world's better when its honest about how fucking awful it is.

I don't know about 'better', but there's no reason not to acknowledge when things are at their worst.

I don't mean the acknowledgement. I just prefer it when the world isn't this saccharine PG bullshit.

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