[LIKE REALLY she knew it was bad but how is it this bad. How is it even possible for anyone to be this bad.]
Okay, lemme just... Look. It means a lot to you that I like Hierophant, right? Even though you've already met people that like Hierophant. It's still a nice surprise and gives you that fuzzy feeling inside. But me? I can't help it. Liking Hierophant is just something that I do.
It's easy for you to change what you and him are doing so I can hold his hand or whatever, I get that. You're used to...being versatile! Because that's what you do. But it's not something I have any control over -- trust me, I tried with Sex Pistols since they're the ones that break the rules. [For a second, she loses that serious tone, chuckling a little. It's not something very funny, though.] So to me, to have you guys do this when I didn't even have to play the "Giorno's family" card...
You'd be surprised at just how fuckin' hard that is for some people.
[That isn't her point though.]
...Kakyoin. I'm serious. I don't care about your reason behind it, I just care that you're doing it. Helping me feel alive again for just a little bit.
[Her eyes slide up to Kakyoin before quickly falling to Hierophant's hand where she gently plays with his digits.]
...Huh. You really did pick an easy one. [...] It's just on Cleave. That's my planet, I don't...remember if I told you that or not. It was our "thing", becoming spiritual defenders. Most people though? Yeah, they just... I don't know what happens to them. Where they go.
I mean... It didn't work so that part was kind of pointless. But for a ghost I'm pretty happy. Can't speak for anyone else back home.
[All those dead kids still living with fear and hatred. The ones she'd left behind.]
Like, physically? [She lifts Hierophant's hand to show his user.] This is the most feeling I've had in a long time. But sometimes it hurts. In other ways.
...That sounds like it's about what I would have expected, honestly.
[Kakyoin still knew he was missing a lot of memories--he wasn't sure what or how many, but it didn't take a genius to recognize scarring from injuries no one could live through.]
...I mean. I guess I don't really know why that's good. [Like it's not like it changes anything. She was just curious.] I guess maybe I just feel like I gotta represent, or something.
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Date: 2015-10-14 02:04 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2015-10-14 02:20 am (UTC)[LIKE REALLY she knew it was bad but how is it this bad. How is it even possible for anyone to be this bad.]
Okay, lemme just... Look. It means a lot to you that I like Hierophant, right? Even though you've already met people that like Hierophant. It's still a nice surprise and gives you that fuzzy feeling inside. But me? I can't help it. Liking Hierophant is just something that I do.
It's easy for you to change what you and him are doing so I can hold his hand or whatever, I get that. You're used to...being versatile! Because that's what you do. But it's not something I have any control over -- trust me, I tried with Sex Pistols since they're the ones that break the rules. [For a second, she loses that serious tone, chuckling a little. It's not something very funny, though.] So to me, to have you guys do this when I didn't even have to play the "Giorno's family" card...
It's special. It's significant. It's you. Got it?
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Date: 2015-10-14 02:43 am (UTC)I-...just wanted to do the right thing, that's all.
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Date: 2015-10-14 02:49 am (UTC)[That isn't her point though.]
...Kakyoin. I'm serious. I don't care about your reason behind it, I just care that you're doing it. Helping me feel alive again for just a little bit.
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Date: 2015-10-14 02:56 am (UTC)[Hierophant moved back over to Izabel, holding out a hand again.]
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Date: 2015-10-14 03:04 am (UTC)Alright, shoot.
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Date: 2015-10-14 03:06 am (UTC)Where you come from...what happens after one dies? Does everyone end up a spirit like you, or is that only certain individuals?
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Date: 2015-10-14 03:13 am (UTC)...Huh. You really did pick an easy one. [...] It's just on Cleave. That's my planet, I don't...remember if I told you that or not. It was our "thing", becoming spiritual defenders. Most people though? Yeah, they just... I don't know what happens to them. Where they go.
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Date: 2015-10-14 03:16 am (UTC)[...]
Sorry. If that was a weird question, I mean.
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Date: 2015-10-14 03:27 am (UTC)[She doesn't seem overly bothered, but she had a habit of doing that when discussing death.]
You can ask as many weird questions as you want, you know. Or whatever your definition of weird is.
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Date: 2015-10-14 03:32 am (UTC)[not that he'd know]
But...no, it probably gets old after a while. It doesn't hurt, does it?
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Date: 2015-10-14 03:37 am (UTC)[All those dead kids still living with fear and hatred. The ones she'd left behind.]
Like, physically? [She lifts Hierophant's hand to show his user.] This is the most feeling I've had in a long time. But sometimes it hurts. In other ways.
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Date: 2015-10-14 03:53 am (UTC)[Kakyoin still knew he was missing a lot of memories--he wasn't sure what or how many, but it didn't take a genius to recognize scarring from injuries no one could live through.]
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Date: 2015-10-14 04:02 am (UTC)...Are you disappointed?
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Date: 2015-10-14 04:30 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2015-10-14 04:49 am (UTC)...I mean. I guess I don't really know why that's good. [Like it's not like it changes anything. She was just curious.] I guess maybe I just feel like I gotta represent, or something.