[His answer came with a light laugh and a smile that was a little unusual for Kakyoin--it wasn't as reserved as most, and it wasn't the kind of smirk he flashed when he was trying to seem cool or play something off like it was nothing.]
[It was just an honest, genuine, bright smile that made him look like an eager teenager.]
I could still be a lot better with it--I will be, eventually.
[And-- okay, so they've fought together, and bled together, and he's lived with Kakyoin for nearly half a year now, if you counted Egypt and Ruby City together-- but this is getting kind of weird. Like, he'll die for Kakyoin, he loves him, but they're not the kind of friends who hold hands.
So he pulls back, which also feels weird, because he misses that sunlight warmth. Ah, well.]
You would probably think he was way too tough. [Kakyoin shrugged, sparks fading as his breathing turned less focused and he leaned his head on his hand.]
Strict, stubborn, with an uncompromising work ethic--qualities that make for a fantastic teacher as far as I'm concerned.
Thanks. [Whether it was or wasn't, Kakyoin had taken it as a compliment without a second thought.] We're...definitely similar, there's no doubt about that.
[h a...]
I don't really know about that, Polnareff. I'm not really-...I don't like letting anyone else watch me practice, you know? Even Jojo doesn't know how I'm doing with this unless he asks.
...I'm proud of the end result. Not of all the failures and missteps I make getting to it.
[That was strangely easy to admit, and for once there wasn't nearly the kind of self-loathing the subject usually came paired with.]
It's fine with Caesar because...we're similar, like you said. We have high expectations of ourselves, so he knows what that feels like and as a teacher knows how to correct my mistakes. But I'd rather not have anyone else watching if I know I'm going to falter at one point or another.
[Again: that's not unreasonable, and he can respect that. He doesn't necessarily agree, but he's not going to be a dick and force himself where he's not wanted (in this situation, anyway).]
I mean-- all right, yeah, but-- you know me and Jojo or whoever wouldn't think less of you if we saw you make a mistake, right?
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Date: 2016-05-12 06:41 am (UTC)[His answer came with a light laugh and a smile that was a little unusual for Kakyoin--it wasn't as reserved as most, and it wasn't the kind of smirk he flashed when he was trying to seem cool or play something off like it was nothing.]
[It was just an honest, genuine, bright smile that made him look like an eager teenager.]
I could still be a lot better with it--I will be, eventually.
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Date: 2016-05-12 06:56 am (UTC)[And-- okay, so they've fought together, and bled together, and he's lived with Kakyoin for nearly half a year now, if you counted Egypt and Ruby City together-- but this is getting kind of weird. Like, he'll die for Kakyoin, he loves him, but they're not the kind of friends who hold hands.
So he pulls back, which also feels weird, because he misses that sunlight warmth. Ah, well.]
All he's ever done to me is yell and question me.
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Date: 2016-05-12 07:00 am (UTC)Strict, stubborn, with an uncompromising work ethic--qualities that make for a fantastic teacher as far as I'm concerned.
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Date: 2016-05-12 07:02 am (UTC)[That's kind of a compliment, right?]
Next time you have a public lesson, maybe I'll tag along. Watch you go through hell instead of me for once.
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Date: 2016-05-12 07:04 am (UTC)[h a...]
I don't really know about that, Polnareff. I'm not really-...I don't like letting anyone else watch me practice, you know? Even Jojo doesn't know how I'm doing with this unless he asks.
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Date: 2016-05-12 07:05 am (UTC)[That's all right, and he shrugs, backing off the topic.]
How come? I mean, either way, I don't care, whatever makes you comfortable, but-- you're usually pretty damn proud of what you can do.
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Date: 2016-05-12 07:09 am (UTC)[That was strangely easy to admit, and for once there wasn't nearly the kind of self-loathing the subject usually came paired with.]
It's fine with Caesar because...we're similar, like you said. We have high expectations of ourselves, so he knows what that feels like and as a teacher knows how to correct my mistakes. But I'd rather not have anyone else watching if I know I'm going to falter at one point or another.
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Date: 2016-05-13 01:16 am (UTC)[Again: that's not unreasonable, and he can respect that. He doesn't necessarily agree, but he's not going to be a dick and force himself where he's not wanted (in this situation, anyway).]
I mean-- all right, yeah, but-- you know me and Jojo or whoever wouldn't think less of you if we saw you make a mistake, right?
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Date: 2016-05-13 01:17 am (UTC)