Right, absolutely--we need to make sure we're not just a disorganized mess.
It's hard to say much in the way of specifics, when I don't know anything about her. I do know that I don't want to just drag some poor woman into this mess not knowing what the hell she's in for. I don't mean fully transparent 'so we need you two to get together because we might have met your hypothetical kid', but some middle ground between that and saying nothing at all would be a good idea.
Ideally she should be someone both of us can get along with, too. I'm not going to be jealous or anything stupid like that, but I don't exactly plan on stepping aside and acting like I'm not an active factor in all of this either.
I'm not doubting you or anything. I'm just saying...sometimes it's easier to say something and believe it, but then when the time comes to do it, it's harder.
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What I mean is, it's okay if you do end up jealous, and if that happens you don't have to tell yourself that you're not or that you shouldn't be. Okay?
Pretty sure. Which is easy enough to say now, you're right.
I trust you. That's all it really comes down to for me. Maybe it'll be difficult when we get to that point, but even if it does start bothering me I won't trust you any less.
So if it comes to that, we'll talk about it and I won't just keep it to myself. Fair?
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Date: 2016-05-12 02:11 am (UTC)What do you think, about her mom?
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Date: 2016-05-12 02:20 am (UTC)It's hard to say much in the way of specifics, when I don't know anything about her. I do know that I don't want to just drag some poor woman into this mess not knowing what the hell she's in for. I don't mean fully transparent 'so we need you two to get together because we might have met your hypothetical kid', but some middle ground between that and saying nothing at all would be a good idea.
Ideally she should be someone both of us can get along with, too. I'm not going to be jealous or anything stupid like that, but I don't exactly plan on stepping aside and acting like I'm not an active factor in all of this either.
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Date: 2016-05-12 02:26 am (UTC)I'm not doubting you or anything. I'm just saying...sometimes it's easier to say something and believe it, but then when the time comes to do it, it's harder.
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What I mean is, it's okay if you do end up jealous, and if that happens you don't have to tell yourself that you're not or that you shouldn't be. Okay?
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Date: 2016-05-12 02:31 am (UTC)I trust you. That's all it really comes down to for me. Maybe it'll be difficult when we get to that point, but even if it does start bothering me I won't trust you any less.
So if it comes to that, we'll talk about it and I won't just keep it to myself. Fair?
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Date: 2016-05-12 02:37 am (UTC)...
I'm nervous about having to. You know.
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Make sure she exists.
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Date: 2016-05-12 02:40 am (UTC)[. . .]
It'll be okay. We don't have to worry about that right away, either.
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Date: 2016-05-12 02:42 am (UTC)like
physically
make sure
with some girl
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Date: 2016-05-12 02:45 am (UTC)yes i did in fact understand the intended meaning
you presumably have a nonspecific number of years to figure that out so at least that's something
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Date: 2016-05-12 02:46 am (UTC)i'm not shit at it am i
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Date: 2016-05-12 02:51 am (UTC)speaking from experience you are perfectly fine
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Date: 2016-05-12 02:57 am (UTC)how about fantastic
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Date: 2016-05-12 02:59 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2016-05-12 03:00 am (UTC)maybe this is just one of mine
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Date: 2016-05-12 03:03 am (UTC)i mean
i am RIGHT HERE
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Date: 2016-05-12 03:07 am (UTC)it's weird that that's actually not the stupidest way you've ever propositioned me
i mean at least you didn't include a death threat that time
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Date: 2016-05-12 03:11 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2016-05-12 03:12 am (UTC)IN BED
signed
noriaki kakyoin
(no-ri-a-ki ka-kyo-in)
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Date: 2016-05-12 03:17 am (UTC)i'm going to kill you
-花京院 典明
(かきょいん のりあき)
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Date: 2016-05-12 03:18 am (UTC)or did you actually not forget at all
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Date: 2016-05-12 03:19 am (UTC)or you can take an educated guess
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Date: 2016-05-12 03:22 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2016-05-12 03:26 am (UTC)yes you did
i'm still annoyed
[. . .]
maybe you should go back to what you were saying about hierophant earlier to make it up to me
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Date: 2016-05-12 03:29 am (UTC)i'm the one who got called "fine"
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Date: 2016-05-12 03:32 am (UTC)fine the death threat was stupid but if you read my name wrong i might have actually killed you on the spot, mind control or otherwise
AND THERE'S NOTHING WRONG WITH 'FINE' THIS IS BARELY EVEN AN ISSUE
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Date: 2016-05-12 03:34 am (UTC)you know i love you
like i'm serious i'm not being sarcastic
i love you so much
but that is a really weird thing to commit murder over
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